Day 2

I couldn't make it to the gym this morning, so in it's place I went on a walk. It wasn't long. Maybe a half mile. Once again, I had to compete with the elderly ladies... man they're quick! I tried to keep pace with the one in front of me. Tomorrow I'm going to attend an OA meeting... I've been a couple times before. All I could do was cry. This time, I'm going to approach it differently. I've got a problem and I'm confronting it. I've been dealing with it my entire life with little success (although the successes I've had are worth their own entries). The people at these meetings have had the same problem as me, but many of them have had success. I'm rehearsing walking into the meeting, calming myself, going into with an open mind and heart. Everyone's human. I don't need to crumble and cry as if I'm broken. It's quite the opposite.